| Location | Sedgefield, South Africa |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 14/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,867 since 20/10/2008 |
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The thought of Emma terrified me, when I found out I was pregnant, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. I soon realised my selfish ways would have to stop and that I was going to be a mommy. I soon became happy.
I did everything I could to ensure that she was perfect, I didn't smoke, I didn't drink, I avoided everything and anything that could possibly harm her in any way.
The first time she kicked, it was like tiny butterflies. Then she became pro, and I'm sure could have been a tae-bo expert. She either loved or hated (I'm gonna say the latter) my singing in the shower.
We used to play "guess that body part" while lying on the bed as she was very active and always doing something.
On the day I found out that she was gone, the world fell out from under me. Imagine the despair of knowing she was gone and not being able to do anything about it. She was due on the 16th April 2008. She had only two days until we met.
I never got to hold her. Or tell her I loved her. Or see the colour of her eyes or hear her laugh or cry. These are my biggest regrets.
My life was meant to change. It was meant to be different. Now my life has changed and it is different, but not how I planned.
I miss her everyday. I still talk to the stars in the vain attempt that she can hear nme where-ever she is. I love her and miss her and wish daily that she was here with me today.
Emma, you have been the best thing to happen to me. Also the worst. But because of you, now I am a stonger person (although I cry for you, that isn't weakness) and I thank you for that.
Mommy and daddy love you. And we'll see you and hold you and hugs and squeeze you one day, just not right now, the time isn't right.
Love and miss you Em xx
Emma's Poem:
Those who are near me, do not know that Emma is nearer to me than they are. Those who speak to me, do not know that my heart is full with Emma's unspoken words. Those who crowd in my path, do not know that I am walking alone with Emma. They who love me, do not know that their love brings her to my heart.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA
**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*THOSE WE LOVE **ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Emma
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*THOSE WE LOVE **ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ
BIG HUGS EMMA
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
~*~Big Hugs~*~
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Lov Always Lianne xx
Teddy with love
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With love
Heartache
Ten tiny fingers upon your little hand,
Ten dainty toes on your feet to help you to stand,
I look into your sleeping face and my heart is filled with love,
How can something so beautiful now be an Angel above?
Your eyelashes so long upon your sweet face,
No one will ever take your place,
The joy we all waited for is now replaced by tears,
The numbness, the heartache, along with all our fears,
I want to hold you in my arms and never let you go,
My darling child,how I love you so,
A part of me went with you the day you were called home,
I feel that my world has stopped and I feel so much alone,
I gently place you down for one last time,
Tears are on my face as I whisper, "peace be thine",
Without you I am nothing, and never will be again,
All I feel is heartache and a huge, huge pain,
My darling child you will be loved and missed every single day,
Goodbye is to final a word for me to ever say,
God only gave you to us to borrow,
Loved today, yesterday and for all the tomorrows.
(C) Written by, Alisha's Nana
In memory of her darling grand-daughter, Alisha Marie cruelly taken by SIDS aged 8 weeks.
Born: 15/12/2005
Became an Angel :13/2/2006
God Bless
Zoe just know you are not in vain when you talk to the stars for her, i am sure your little Emma can hear you and she will be looking down on you and sending her mummy little kisses.
Sleep peacefully Little angel Emma xx
You were mine in every way
And yet I'm further still
From the moment I will hold you
For heaven is where I will
I never got to meet you
Or see your bright blue eyes
I never got to say I love you
Or squeeze those chubby thighs
You were mine in every way
And yet I'm further still
From the moment I will hold you
For heaven is where I will
I never got to teach you how to sing and dance and love
I never got to tell you how God watches from above
You were mine in every way
And yet I'm further still
From the moment I will hold you
For heaven is where I will
I never got to marvel at how beautiful you look
I never got to read you stories from your favourite book
You were mine in every way
And yet I'm further still
From the moment I will hold you
For heaven is where I will
I never got to watch you grow
And write it on a chart
I never got to hear you laugh
And feel it warm my heart
You were mine in every way
And yet I'm further still
From the moment I will hold you
For heaven is where I will
Why can't you come back to me
I have no way to go to you
For God is who decides my fate
And now is much too soon
For Just a Little While
For just a little while,
You shared my every breath.
I carried you inside of me,
Dancing out the rhythm
Of the same sweet song,
Our hearts beat in harmony.
For just a little while,
I held you deep within.
I nurtured you with body, mind and soul.
When you slipped away,
The absence of your presence
Took a wrenching and tormenting toll.
For just a little while,
Our dreams and hopes
Grew right along with you.
But they came crashing down
When you slipped away from me
And there was nothing anyone could do.
If, for a little while,
I could hold you once again,
And we could share the
rhythm of our hearts,
If we could say hello, good-bye,
Like loved ones do,
When one of them departs,
If, for a little while,
We could have precious moments
Stopped in time
I’d tell you that I love you,
And I’d share my joy
In knowing you were mine…
For just a little while.
~ Gwen Flowers ~
"A Lament for My Baby"
I never got to hear you laugh
you never saw me cry
didnt get a chance to say "Hello"
you never said "Goodbye"
I didn't think that I could feel
so sad, lost and forlorn.
I never knew God chose his Angels
before some of them were born.
Your life was short yet special
I shared it all exclusively
I felt you breathe, I felt you kick.
You were alive inside of me.
Every baby is an Angel
and every angel is divine
God needed one in heaven
He came down and took mine
And although we are not together
we're not really apart
for you'll always occupy a space
deep within my heart.
Time has begun to ease my pain
It's only some days now I cry.
When I wish I could have said "Hello"
and heard you say "Goodbye"
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