| Location | Sedgefield, South Africa |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 14/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,979 since 20/10/2008 |
| Creator |
The thought of Emma terrified me, when I found out I was pregnant, I didn't know whether to be happy
or sad. I soon realised my selfish ways would have to stop and that I was going to be a mommy. I
soon became happy.
I did everything I could to ensure that she was perfect, I didn't smoke, I didn't drink, I avoided
everything and anything that could possibly harm her in any way.
The first time she kicked, it was like tiny butterflies. Then she became pro, and I'm sure could
have been a tae-bo expert. She either loved or hated (I'm gonna say the latter) my singing in the
shower.
We used to play "guess that body part" while lying on the bed as she was very active and always
doing something.
On the day I found out that she was gone, the world fell out from under me. Imagine the despair of
knowing she was gone and not being able to do anything about it. She was due on the 16th April 2008.
She had only two days until we met.
I never got to hold her. Or tell her I loved her. Or see the colour of her eyes or hear her laugh or
cry. These are my biggest regrets.
My life was meant to change. It was meant to be different. Now my life has changed and it is
different, but not how I planned.
I miss her everyday. I still talk to the stars in the vain attempt that she can hear nme where-ever
she is. I love her and miss her and wish daily that she was here with me today.
Emma, you have been the best thing to happen to me. Also the worst. But because of you, now I am a
stonger person (although I cry for you, that isn't weakness) and I thank you for that.
Mommy and daddy love you. And we'll see you and hold you and hugs and squeeze you one day, just not
right now, the time isn't right.
Love and miss you Em xx
Emma's Poem:
Those who are near me, do not know that Emma is nearer to me than they are. Those who speak to me,
do not know that my heart is full with Emma's unspoken words. Those who crowd in my path, do not
know that I am walking alone with Emma. They who love me, do not know that their love brings her to
my heart.
Your beautiful Emma
I am so very sorry for the sad loss of your beautiful daughter Emma. She is just the most beautiful precious little princess ever. You must be so proud and her and her of you for being such a brave loving mummy. Emma Watchover mummy she misses you so very much. Emma, play happily in heavens playground with my Henry. take carexxxx
so sorry for ur loss
sorry for the loss of such a beautifull little girl may the angels watch over you and guide u with light my thoughts are with u and ur family at this time xxxxx
sleep tieght angel
hi the story of the loss of your babby girl realy touched me and i just wanted to tell you she truley is beautifull. i no partly wat ur going through as iv lost my baby girl 7 weeks ago and i just want you to no that ur angel will never realy be gone she will remain in her mum and dads heart always and forever.
god bless angel sleep tight
from tieghan halls daddy.x.
Felt compelled to leave a tribute, my heart bleeds 4 the loss of your little girl.Sleep tight and fly with the angels Emma
XXX
a litle flower lent not given to bud on earth and bloom in heaven.thinking of all your family.lots of love to you all.xxxxxx
Princess♥
...........(......(`.-``'��-.�)....)..... ... ..
..............)......--.......--....(.......... .
............./......(o..._...o)....\..........
.............\.........(..0..)......./......... .
..........__.`.-._...'='.._.-.�.__.......
......./.......'#.'#.,.--.,.#'.#.'....\....
.......\__))..........'#'......... ((__/.....
__xxxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxx
_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
_xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
__xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
____xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
_______xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
_________xxxxxxxxxxxx
__________xxxxxxxxx
____________xxxxx
_____________xxx
I know exactly how you feel sweetheart losing your little princess not even knowing the colour of her eyes. You say you talk to the stars and believe me it doesn't matter where you talk to Emma she hears (thats my belief anyway).
May Emma Enjoy her Angel wings and play with all the Angel babies, if you need a friend get in touch.
Much love to you and your family
Amanda
(Baby Ems Mummy)
xxxxxxxxx
My thoughts are with you. I hope Emma has found Olliver, wherever they are and are playing. I know how it feels to have a piece of your heart missing, if there is anything I can do, just let me know.
xxxxxx
Sweet Dreams Emma x
Far above in that sky,
Is a small star of mine,
Star where life exists,
That star shines brighter then light.
It is the star of fascination for me,
It is the star of my fantasy,
It is the star of my dreams,
It is the star that belongs to me.
A star that is all alone,
A star that is full of love,
A star where I have to reach,
A star of my dreams.
It is the star that lies beyond the sun,
It is the star of ultimate truth,
It is star of love and peace,
It is star where my soul lives.
It is the one to call me,
It is the one to attract me,
It is the one I’ll love to see,
It is the one I have to reach.
Remember
Remember the laughs
Remember the smiles
Remember the times we had for a while
Remember the good
Remember the bad
Remember the love that we once had
Remember with a smile
Remember with a tear
Remember the times you held me in fear
Remember the kisses
Remember the hugs
Whatever you do don't forget US
Taking a walk on memory lane
Taking a walk on memory lane
isn’t all that gray.
Taking a walk on memory lane
I see the sunrays.
Taking a walk on memory lane
isn’t all full of tears.
Taking a walk on memory lane
I have no fear.
Taking a walk on memory lane
not a dropp of rain in sight.
Taking a walk on memory lane
Every thing is alright.
Taking a walk on memory lane
is where I want you to come along.
Taking a walk on memory lane
is where we belong all lifelong.
lots of love to you emma and your loving family x
Shared grief
Im so sorry for your pain, i too lost my little girl at 39 weeks and felt all the same feelings you talk about. Just to see them open their eyes, see them smile or even cry, the pain is so unbearable at times. Its six years for me but she never leaves my thoughts. My heart goes out to you, take care. Lots of love Karena (Hollie Mullanes mummy xxxxx)
Create an ever lasting memorial for your loved ones.
Start here »
Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Emma 's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
There have been 282 candles lit for Emma .
